Wednesday, June 28, 2006

This morning i munched on a healthyoatty90calchocochunkbar.. and thats all i had all day looonnnng and went for a hearty meal at seoul garden in the afternoon..

god, i'm still not enjoying school like any other poly students. every morning would be a drag to leave home and i will feel like crying so much. i did try to do soul searching and thought hard if i'm a bitch thats why i dont enjoy school. i feel real pathetic when i have no one to really talk to in class. seriously, i think i've got some serious problem.. i shouldnt be here taking my share of oxygen..
but still theres someone i feel that is pretty nice, and thats lisi. thank god theres her.

otherwise, i feel that my life has seriously improved..
me and my fam are alright now, no more awkwardness and there often will be laughter in the house again.. its be a loong 2 yrs since we had laughter, i mean real laughter..
i wish i can share this with mr.s 'cause hes the only one who really care about how i feel, the only person whom i can cry to without any worries.. . hes the only one who understands how i feel inside.. hes the only person i can trust with all these heartfelt words. hes the only one who didnt force me to talk to him.. thank god i have him to talk to, if not, i wouldnt be where i am now..i am thankful that i know him..
enough about all these things..

seoul garden this afternoon was great 'cause we had lotsa laughter..
and i really miss all this time, i shld have cherished all this time and i hope its not too late..

thats what we ate all afternoon..



this is hazeeq.. this guy's real fun to tease.. thanks friend!



miss karinda for you, i really understand how much you'll miss your girlfriends when you're in school..



this is jwen who ate and didnt have to pay. hahahaha...




we splurged, again.. hahaa.. this is us.. and i thank them for the great day..


anyway, i watched the Brasil VS Ghana match last night..
me mom and dad watched together and it felt really good.. you shld try doing this with your fam..
RONALDO SCORED in the 5th minute. HOW COOL IS THAT.
so, stop saying that he is fat and cant run, cant score, whatever.. HE IS GOOD.
and real cute.. i like him...

thats all people......... thanks for reading, hahaha.. i seriously wonder whoever reads my blog..

School starts today, and today marks doom's day! BAM!
i've just rushed out the marketing summary due today.. and luckily lee is nice enough to give me till tuesday.
projects and projects. tons of stuffs.
first, marketing proj. for CA2 and weighssss bloody hell lot.
deadline: week 3.
which is like 2 weeks later.. i'm going to rush like mad .

i so hate school.

OKAY, listen up pple.
BECKHAM SCORED A GOAL FOR HIS TEAM.
SO, stop condemning him lah!

Was out this weekend..
spent my Saturday with fad and my Sunday with lisi.

frankly, i realise that all of us have changed in one way or another..
fad said i've changed, according to her, i'm more serious now and has matured..
i dont know if this is good or bad, well, i dont really matter to me now, 'cause i've realised however i've changed, i'm still very much the vans i'm.
Life is in such a way that makes me so unwilling yet i've to change. i always wished that i can be true and kind to everyone, but it seems so impossible to that now. .
is it me or everyone thinks this much..
my brains are full of this pessimistic stuffs.


this book is frm fad to vans..
shes sweet, 'cause she take notice of what books i usually read and asked me not to read those dark and pyschotic books and she got me this book for my birthday, together with a few other things..

this book is said to be humourous without what i like - suicide..
hahahaha..



thanks sweetheart, i really appreciate all those presents and thanks for the nice long talk!

i'm always emotional nowadays. wtf is wrong with me? i'm not sure..
i guess i need a hug from whoever wants to give me a hug.. hahaha..

anyway, the match between my dearest Brasil and Japan was a good one, in my opinion..
cheers for Ronaldo! He is back.
he scored 2, which i am SO happy for him..
i think Japan did really good too..
I'm so glad that Ronaldo is back.

But both Korea and Japan ain't moving on to the next round. Oh well, i think they did good already.. Cheers for them!


i really need a big and warm hug..

no WC for today 'cause i wanna put down my thoughts..

i always try to make friends and be as real as possible, but i keep getting the feeling of being used in some ways or another. I hate the feeling of being made used of, i mean, who doesnt?
okay fine, if you're making use of each other, i've got nthing to say but i dont make use of anyone in my pt of view . and i try to be as true as possible..
i'm getting so skeptical about human beings now, i dont know who i can trust now, esp. in this rather new environment..

dont bother to ask me why . i just hate this feeling of being unsecured..
my so-called good friends dont contact me and i feel so lousy..
i think i've failed as a friend, as a human being.

but, life carries on.. and i'm v. fine.. =)
thanks ppl..



liyana tagged me and asked me to do this.. so this is for her.. hahahaa. like she cares..haha


7 random facts about me:
-slow and retard
- friends are my loved ones
-enjoy WC.
-hot-tempered
-freaking hate frogs
-FAT
-fat ass.

7 things that scare me:
-frogs
-snakes
-any lizards
-roaches
-ants (too much ants freak me off)
-freaky pple ;no offence!
- ask me personally abt this. hahahaha!

7 random music at the moment:
- shucks! i dont rmber any titles......

7 things i like most:
- gossip
- eat
- movies
- annoy my sis
- slack
- sleep
- watch the world go by

7 things i say the most:
-fuck (sorry i'm vulgar)
-ahhh!
- damnnit
-i'm pretty and lovable and sweet and kind,and the list goes on
-nonono
-my god
-is it?

7 people to do it:
-CINDY ANG
-OH JIAWEN
-KARINDA LI
-TAN LISI
-HAZEEQ
-FADHLINA
-JOHN LOH
(but i doubt they'll do it. but its for the fun of it man! CHILL! )

family day at sentosa.. and the sun was SCORCHING HOT.
and i'm tanned like a roasted pig. and unevenly . damnnit.
had fun there.. =))

SWEDEN and ENGLAND. DRAW.
2 -2 . WOOO! England proceed on to the nxt round. hahhahaha.
goals by Cole and Gerrard.. The 2nd goal by Gerrard..
Cheers for England...

Team England.They rock my socks..




Rooney and Becks..



Ppl not following WC, you shld really try and watch it.
you'll laugh your ass off when they fall in different ways..
Interesting you know?
hahahhaa.
Goodnight World. i'm tireeedd after this lonnng day.

The match between Spain and Tunisia was pretty cool.
Hahahaa, daoboy, you're right, fernando torres is pretty handsome!
he's so boyish looking..
3 -1 . AND F. TORRES ROCK!


look! F.torres so cute. HAHAHA




This is so artistic in a way..



Isn't this boy cute?!




IF, if SG were to join WC, it'll be so fun cheering with the fellow singaporeans. .
but we still have a looooonnnnggg way to go .

Had fun with the girls and the others ytd night/this morning.
Thanks girls =)
Atmosphere picked up only at the last part where everyone was having fun, while my legs felt like breaking and was damn hungry but we couldnt bear to leave and left only when the whole party ended. Music was cool, but not the beginning. It sucked and i almost wanted to go over the other places for WC! hahahaha.

i watched the match this afternoon btwn BRASIL and AUST.
but i realised that ronaldo didnt play that well and was replaced in the 2nd half.. SAD! he's supposed to be a good player.. But nevertheless BRASIL WON. 2-0, by Adriano and Fred.
I am happy lah, hopefully they get to the finals.
Anyway, the match btwn FRANCE and KOREA was a draw. And Korea is the top of Group D.
YEAH.




Dont talk abt my hair, PLEASE.



the usual US.









WORLDCUP2006.



THIS IS KAKA! =)



KAKA!




Ronaldo and Ronaldinho. I like them. hahahaha




WATCH WORLDCUP 06. ITS FUN. =)

the match between England and Trinidad & Tobago was quite slow and lifeless (quote by my dad) but i didnt waste my sleep for nthing, England won. 2 - 0.
at the last 10 minutes, Crouch and Gerrard scored lah. i was like PHEW!
okay , Beckham still as charming as ever. hahahhaa.
i watched the match partly 'cause of him and another reason was 'cause i cant get to slp..
had fun and the guys nxt block yelled really loudly when they scored. HAHAHA. really fun to watch, cant wait for the finals!

some photos of DAVID BECKHAM!






the England team.

met up with hazeeq and helped him with maths.. fine, my maths sucked too, laugh all you want and say whatever you want. i dont care yea?

i feel that today's damn short ah. its like, i've just woke up and now its night time..

okay. another stupid act.
i got a few people to take a picture of their ear. hahaha.

hazeeq's ear. really long sideburn......




jwen's ear. she was complaining that her ear is big, but i think its cute. hahaha.



cindy's ear. and she needed a digicam to take this pic. hahahaha. sounds so -_- .



TADA. its mine. hahaha. i quite like my ear. mad right..? hahaha.




anyone wanna share your ear..? feel free to send me.. ahahahaa.

i think all my brain cells are dying out.. i cant get spelling right nowadays..
i get words mixed up and why, i dont know.
words like 'saw' and 'show', i get them all mixed up and people will be like.. huh? wth are you talkg abt.
arghh. what the hell. ahh!

watched project runway just now and were really touched. hahaha, you might laugh and ask whats so touching about project runway.
but daniel franco was really gentlemanly thru' out the whole dressmaking process thou both his teammate were going crazy due to the deadline. and he kept his promise that if anyone would have to be eliminated, that would be him. its hard to see anyone like this nowadays, especially in this type of reality tv shows.
and that satino! i cant stand the cocky look he gives to female designers, esp. asian female designers like chloe, and this other asian female designer, icantrmberhername.
hahaha. i guess, thats what reality is. accept it.


was getting really bored. so i asked the people whom i was msn-ing to take a pic of their desk. and TADA~ they said its messy but look! its damn neat lah.

oh jwen was complaining how untidy it is. but IT IS NOT.


this is daoboy's desk. he said he took the neater part. hahaha!


waikit's desk. he took sucha long time 'cause he got different views. -_-


TADA! its mine. hahaha lots of stuffs.



okay, i know its kinda dumb. but its for the fun of it!

CARS' pretty cool, thou the plot is old school. at least the graphics were good enough, or i should say, i like the graphics.
had supper with the girls after that. okay, say that i'm fat, whatever you want. hahaha.
anyway, i'm not gonna upload the pics 'cause i look super awful in it. hahahaha

looked at my mails and saw this postcard sent by the national blood programme. hahaha, i'm given this postcard so as to collect this blood type charm 'cause i donated blood more than 3times last yr. many ppl asked me why i donate blood since i'm scared of injections all that. but lemme tell you, an op takes manymany packets of blood. and everyone can ONLY donate abt 300ml of blood every 3months, thus there is certainly a lack of blood for those patients.

my godfather went for a bypass op last year, and him, alone, used up 20 over packets of blood.
note: thats still not enough. my godbro and godsis had to donate more.
thats how many a patient use everytime they undergo op..

so me hereby urge you ppl to donate your blood. its seriously a painless process lah, so no fear man.
you can go to the Bloodbank@HSA. they are closed on Mondays and public hols..
check it out at redcross.org.sg .

last day of my CIP at SPD. its was quite fun too 'cause most of us were pretty active and in the mood for crap.
finally.. no more waking up early, or rather no more early sms from lisi to wake me up. hahaha.
lisi's so sweet today, brought dumpling for us. its nice, and i really enjoyed eating. hahaha.
xiliang unexpectedly turned up for CIP and we were all stunned and were like staring blankly at him. quite fun to have him there 'cause he can make us laugh.

meet zeeq after CIP to catch the movie, The Omen. initially i thought it was just some wulu show and not much ppl would wanna watch it. but i was SO wrong. today, 060606 was the first day, because the plot revolves around 666. 666 represents devil (or something to that extent) in the bible, pls correct me if i'm wrong. thks.
anyway, i enjoyed the show and was freaked out. hahaha.
the boy's stares seriously scared me 'cause its so eerie. its worth the watch, for me.

CIP at tiong bahru today was alright, except that the weather was horribly warm and we were all perspiring like mad. quite surprised that most made the effort to go and i hope we did enjoy ourselves despite of the long hours there.

visited jo at the hospital after that. shes such a poor thing, i think she got over-stressed and got superbloody high temperatures. but she seem alright just now. =)
get well soon sweetheart!

tomorrowtoday marks the start of term break. actually not lah, its e-learning week but i consider it as hols, so 3 weeks in total. anyway, my class and i will visit the SPD tomorrow for our CD module. okay, its quite troublesome to have to travel to tiong bahru, but i find it pretty meaningful 'cause we can help them by spending a lil' more time to handle those simple work, whereas they have to make great effort to do those simple chores that we can easily handle. so i guess,tomorrow today will be a great day!

i didnt realise its half past midnight when i enter the entry.

Saturday, June 03, 2006

HOO~ new blogskin. this time round,the vibrant yellow. sorta like it, and its chosen by my lil' monster, also know as, MY NIECE. hahaha. she's a cute lil' thing but too mischievous for me. anyway, its time to put up some photos taken with my girlfriends last tuesday.

love this pic, 'cause jwen look so RETARDED!

cin me jwen.

karinda me jwen cin

yes,the four of us again.

i love florida natural's!

HAHAHA.

we're all getting tired.

me cin.

i dont think they realise they held the camera the wrong side up.

CUTENESS . hahaha.

they're tired.

the road along cineleisure at 6am.



i had lotsa fun. =)
p/s the dates in the photos are wrong. . 'cause i didnt check b4 taking those photos. apologies, girls.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

as i walked along the pavement back home, i saw this sparkling bright cresent moon above my head. i'm not sure why, but it makes me feel good looking at that beautiful cresent. all of a sudden, the world becomes a better place for me and even the air feels fresher and homely. i want to have the courage to live on, happily. =)

anyway, angela gave me my bday present, finally. and thats so sweet of her. i promised to blog about it, but pic of it, must wait 'cause i'll be having my accounting test tomorrow. i so need to mug.

i am not going to lose control and get mad about it and let it affect me so much.
lemme tell you, you're shit okay? its just a stupid assignment. and if you want the credits so much that its gonna kill you to work as a team, lemme tell you, go ahead and i dont care.